Random yet Mysterious

2012-01-19T03:45:00.001+08:00

外面的世界很精彩，外面的世界很无奈，

当你觉得外面的世界很精彩，

我会在这里深深的祝福你。

2012-01-01T20:20:00.002+08:00

窗外的蓝天很宽阔，

蓝天下的我，学不会宽容。

而世界太大，烦恼太小，

小小烦恼的我，算得了什么？

2011-12-24T20:41:00.001+08:00

It's christmas eve!

i would just like to say..

Thanks for everything.

Merry christmas!! :)

2011-11-21T00:02:00.002+08:00

Don't set goals, it will burry greater possibilities within you.

Make sense? :) BY ME!

2011-11-10T06:06:00.003+08:00

This is a story, that is important for some, and of course for myself.

It is good to hold on to something that is not to be meant, the determination for that is ignorant but impressive. Why said so? Because i was one of those ignorant selfish person.

Everyone faced problems and obligations in life, i'm no exception.

There was a girl, that came into my life when we were 18 and from that moment everything changed. My motivation, studies, perspectives, feelings, personality and everything else, everything around me seemed so great and i was living in a dream literally. We had coffee, conversations, moments and a lil bit more, but when there was a dream, nightmare strikes.

When i said she changed my life, she really did. Positive and negative ways.

Positive was, i found someone to talk to, share my problems and rely all of my feelings on her.

The other side? Envies, depressions, selfishness, drowning emotions crawled in. I started did things that only fools would do, trembled in darkness with negative perceptions, aggressive in controlling her life. Everything changed, again. She ignored, denied, avoided everything i said and refused every way that i can get to her. By time, the situation got worst and eventually, she had enough of my overwhelming emotions.

Well of course i got mad and all the anger gathered up. Am i that bad? I threw in all my feelings, effort, time for her, and this is what i get at the end of the day? i asked myself. I can't really give an answer regarding that question by that time. Everyday i woke up with a blue mood, not bothered to talk a word more. Overreacted when things got worst, blamed everyone else and myself for just a simple mistake. It's not strange, since i was still holding on to her, not letting her go, i believed that she will listen to me and maybe i might still stand a chance. I wasn't there to realize that I'm just a useless guy that letting myself drowned deeper and deeper than yesterday. I'm lost.

After some time, when pain and depression was a part of my life, i started to wandered around the city alone in the late nights, the emotions chilled down by time and i thought of making a change in myself maybe could get back to her. I looked back to the past and from there, i slowly learnt from my mistakes that i committed, i changed everything that she didn't like.

The hardest part in life, for me, was definitely the changing process. Nearly took me one whole year to changed, and the most solid part was mindset, as in the way i think.

Took my life seriously and positively, had my own life and became more socialized and confident. Still, i'm holding on to her, all those while.

When i came to knew, it was the last semester in college and i didn't get my chance to get near to her yet, until one fine afternoon. I was gaming with james and jeremy, my housemates back in penang and suddenly my phone received a message from an unknown number, ironic. After the game i looked through the message and came to noticed that the unknown number was the number that i couldn't ever forget. It was her. She wanted us to be friends again. For that very moment, i didn't know what i thought and how i felt. it was unforgettable, till now it still is.

With hopes high, i planned to present the fresh new me to her and just start all over.

But by the time i knew, she was in a relationship already. I was one step too late, again.

This time, instead of getting frustrated and all emotional, i felt that i was blessed because of the reason that finally there was an ending to this story, and i truly lived life. I learnt more than i could possibly imagine from the start. It was worth is, the journey was enjoyable.

I can now answer that question i asked myself back then, am i that bad?

The answer is yes, i WAS bad, selfish, ignorant, annoying, overwhelming.

Now? i'm living life to the fullest, treating myself good and become a guy that more than i could ever be, i guess i'm awesome? :)

Although i didn't have the chance to know her more, but who knows right?

I wrote this down just to remind everyone that who read this should really hold on to the things and person you really loved that deep, and don't be afraid of losing it, because holding on makes you learn more towards everything.

Also appreciate everything and everyone around, don't make foolish mistakes and just take some time to be a better person, it is not expensive. Let time prove that you are worth holding on.

2011-10-14T02:43:00.003+08:00

遇见了一些人，

被在乎的人遗忘的，

被忽略的，

伤害的，

把自己弄迷失的，

后悔的,

无助的，伤感的，等。

别怕，只要还活着，一切都是值得的。

被他人遗忘的，至少回忆是真的，品尝过的甜也是真的。

被忽略的，要知道最好的都是压轴后才被发现的，急不来。

被伤害的，要明白这就是人生呀，至少有空前让我们成长，变成更好的人。

把自己弄丢的，外面的世界很大，总有一天在某个角落你会找到想要的自己。

后悔的，前路漫长，一点一滴的弥补回错过的，不迟。

无助的，让自己静一静，前方总会有个港口让你依赖，别放弃。

伤感的，要感谢他人曾经在过去在你旅程中点起灿烂的烟火，和不可思议的感动。

继续走，继续走。

别沮丧，别回首。

未来的每一步一脚印，

不管有多淡，多痛，

都会是获得的。

2011-05-14T02:58:00.005+08:00

人聚，人散

在人海中不算稀罕

问谁的天空未被割伤

留下云朵牵绊的遗憾

你收回了感性

不让一丝的杂音，耽误你的旅行

而我却只能收拾，模糊了一半的回忆

和一个抹不去的

姓名

曾对爱好奇

被时间过滤

剩下茫然的

对爱怀疑

我不勇敢

2011-04-26T11:51:00.004+08:00

“普通朋友”，单纯的表面背负着多少期盼。

沙漏里的时间，它走得没那么勇敢，

害怕时间也把期盼磨成了伤感。

你和我，不应该被污染，

但是为了什么，爱情总是变得好麻烦，

到最后，（你）...（我）逃不过曲终人散。

如今你有了他的保管，

在我日记里的每一段句子，每首歌，

变得如此平凡。

我会试着把生活中的残缺填满，

就算很艰难。

再见的前夕，向来苦与酸，

为了你的灿烂，

再苦我都不管。

对不起和谢谢你。

在我生命里留下，

那么一段。

2011-04-12T02:02:00.003+08:00

像是秋天，落叶随风飘零，跌落脚边慢慢盘旋，

潜意识里浮现了一面收悉的侧脸，为这场叶雨加上了一点甘甜，

风也把风铃吹醒，小心的吹出轻盈的思念，

不知道风会将思念吹到谁的身边，

记忆里的笑容，我一定还能看见，

你和我，

这么单调的和玄，我却毫不知觉的眷恋。

The few things on my mind rite now.

2011-03-23T01:02:00.005+08:00

Hey guys i decided to update my blog, like now -_-

It will be a random and a quick post just to keep myself updated .

Have you ever felt so darn lucky before?

For instance, unpredictability meting someone in your life,

and that someone made you realized that, you'r so lucky to have them.

Had you?

If yes, congrats that you truly love someone, and stay lucky as long as possible k?

It's been raining all these while, and disasters are hitting all around the globe, again.

Hmm, as usual we pray and hope for a better tomorrow for everyone.

Everyone should really start learning how to appreciate their life, cause nobody promises tomorrow.

Take care and happy holidays people!

Words and feelings

2011-02-24T03:18:00.005+08:00

Recently i listened to this song titled "What are words" by Chris Medina.

Highly recommended by me, this song really tells alot. Maybe it's so touching and nice because it's related to the singer's real life. For those who don't know, you can simply google the name of this singer, and please take a look and read through his story.

It's glad to know that someone like that still exist, in this corrupted society. And also thanks to the producer who found him and give him this opportunity, and let us heard this amazing voice after he's been eliminated on American Idol.

Please please please, look up the lyrics of this song, also the emotions pouring in.

Overall, i hope you guys can give in some time and listen to this.

"What are words if you really don't mean them when you say them?"

记得吗？

2011-01-25T02:32:00.004+08:00

一个人，走到哪里才算远

回忆一天一天的淡忘，忘到什么时候才会变成尘埃

一个人，累到什么程度才算疲倦

走在海边，只能尝到和泪水一样的咸

这种感觉，你还记得吗？

Goodbye, past.

2011-01-01T21:15:00.009+08:00

Hey readers! First of all, a big happy new year to everyone, it's 2011!

Indeed i had a great night yesterday, not my best but, who cares anyway :)

Spent the evening at Paradise beach with a bunch of middle school friends, good to see them in one piece.

I sat by the beach, looking towards the coast line.

Randomly, it brought me back to the last time i came here, and recalled the reason of it.

Ahh screw the drama, back to work by preparing for the BBQ party for later.

Skip the makan part, only the same old BBQ routine.

I wandered around in the dark,

wondering how would it be if you are around.

It's the last day of the year after all, i bet everyone hope and wish to spend it with someone who really meant alot to them , yes?

...

When it's nearly twelve, the crowd gets excited and ready for countdown!

Same old routine again with the five, four, three, and bla bla bla.

It's finally 2011, fireworks took their chances and sparkled up the night,

i looked up into the sky, wishing someone a happy new year.

Went back to the suite, did not sleep cause of insufficient space in the suite,

me and some of the other victims talk about life after graduation,

things we gonna do, things we unexpected and people we met.

Had a great talk though :/.

It's dawn when i noticed, out the window.

Let the first light in the sky, put up an end for "i miss you".

飞鸟和鱼

2010-12-03T01:59:00.003+08:00

我是鱼，你是飞鸟，要不是你一次张望关注，要不是我一次失速流离，哪来这一场不被看好的眷与恋？

你勇敢，我宿命，你是一只可以四处栖息的鸟，我是一尾早已没了体温的鱼，蓝的天，蓝的海，难为了我和你。

什么天地啊，四季啊，昼夜啊，什么海天一色。地狱天堂，暮鼓晨钟，睡不着的夜，醒不来的早晨，春天的花如何得知秋天的果，今天的不堪如何原谅昨日的昏盲，飞鸟如何去爱，怎么会爱上水里的鱼？

－齐豫《飞鸟和鱼》

Part of the chapter

2010-10-29T00:36:00.008+08:00

Everything happens for a reason, i know. So, don't blame anyone and whine about this world

is unfair. Even if it's, this is life and we should adapt ourself and survive through it. People

change, in many ways, so that we can learn to let go.

Cut all the craps, i don't need lies to cover up my life. Even tho this world is full of disguise, i

rather to be different from what they are. Trust nobody, because it's never worth the risk.

I'm moving on, quietly but surely. Leaving all the shits behind, and taking away all the sorries

for someone who really appreciate it.

Someone once told me, "it's not a bad thing when things fall apart sometimes,

this is the only way to let the good things take over your life. When you put all your efforts on something

that really mean alot to you, you'll do whatever it takes to change yourself. And if obstacles break your

effort, and what you've done doesn't even really matter anymore, all you can do is just, keep changing for a

better good, for your own sake. The process of changing will be hard, very hard, i've been through that too.

You'll get mad and screw up peoples around you, seems like everyone don't understand you anymore.

But bear in mind, you don't live for them, they're not worth it."

Thanks for everything that she taught me, it's been a great talk.

Let time do the job and mend everything that is meant to be broken.

In the end of the chapter, i won't hope someone to understand me anymore, i lost all my hopes.

今天的天空

2010-10-13T21:24:00.002+08:00

今天的天空

灰淡的让人猜不透

留不下的

就让雨水慢慢的

让它退色吧

丢不掉的

敷衍留下吧

若有一天情绪将我

淹没

就让我

这样吧

车里外的世界

2010-09-24T02:02:00.003+08:00

那一夜，我开着车没有目的饶，

把车窗都摇了下来，看看窗外的世界。

细雨过后的天空，未散开的乌云把月亮狠狠的吞噬，

给不了提着灯笼的路人们一个交代，

此刻莫名的感伤。

经过了那一条，熟悉搭配陌生的街，

忘了过了多久了。

陪着我走过的那双鞋，在车里后座底下，

它旧得很好看，提醒了我曾经缓慢的那些画面，

只是曾经。

也经过了那水果档口，还仍然卖着那些带着回忆的苹果，

去年的那颗苹果，是否还甜呢？

把音量放大，随口哼一小段歌词，当做为哽咽找个借口，

然后不望后视镜，劝服自己过往的也不过是经过。

伪装着回到宿舍，把窗摇起，

也停下了车。

生活中失去了期待，我又能怎样呢？

走出车外，不再留恋了。

眼泪却不肯相信。

曲折了

2010-09-04T04:30:00.004+08:00

手指在键盘上发呆着，突然词穷了。

座上玻璃杯里凌乱的彩色纸条，安静得没意义了。

就像那些思念如此透明，却寄不到你身旁，

内容，就不用去碰了。

人来人往中，没有你的画面，

脚步渐渐失速了。

我需要逃避，去扮演不在乎的角色，

但方向模糊了。

我随着你的影子偷偷在改变，

你没发现，只能说，

可惜了。

你

2010-08-26T01:56:00.005+08:00

天很宽，我独自唱着歌，望着已落幕的夜晚

隐约的，嘲笑自己。

“这一次，不可以有任何借口了”

怪自己真的累了。

我猜固执的你，应该不会再相信我没证据的［真实］吧，

没关系，我已把所有知道的说了出来

不盼望你的信任，只想要你知道

这些都是我想告诉的，够了。

不管你和身边的人怎么想或看

都不重要了，不在乎了

我有我的价值，论不到谁来评论。

但始终我要谢谢你，

你让我更懂得自己，不再随便情绪化，

还成长了许多。

若不是你，我也没这个机会悄悄的改变我自己。

曾经让我相信，遇见你是不可能的幸运，而学院就因你变得多么有趣。

烦躁时，打开msn，看到你找来的那些冷笑话，让那一天变得多么的轻松快乐。

不开心时，你用简单的蓝色，写成最深刻的“要开心”给我，那时我开始学习了如何让自己快乐。

让我微笑，不需要理由的微笑。

聆听我的心事，也分享了不少。

这些事你应该忘了，但如果记了起来，

相信我曾真心喜欢过你。

回忆里的内容，我会自私的留着

苹果，咖啡，微笑，贪吃。

能相遇不容易，

虽然过后可能彼此都变成路人，

我仍感激。

舍不得，当然。

我又能如何？

不管未来会是怎样，

我祝福你，有品尝不完的快乐。

我们都疯了

2010-08-18T00:53:00.002+08:00

从喜欢一样东西或对象的开始，我们都疯了。只因为没有理由的爱上，这就证明了人类愚蠢的思想。

没有原因的想起那些事或者那些人，更本没有正确的推论。那些，都只是错乱的思想一而再的干扰。

已经知道那些得到的幸福，即可是短暂的，我们却渴望陶醉在那渐渐退色的甜。

梦里不断的遇见，美妙。然而，在每一个梦醒时分却假装的把它当作场电影。

可是还未完全清醒的神经，对着枕头述说那舍不得的刚才。

不懂何处进攻的情绪，能把防范垒垒的心墙一砖一砖的拆下，

但是伤痕累累的傻孩子，还是会偷偷地把那些砖放回原来的位子。

一直把其他的人放在比自己还重要的地位，值得吗？

难道我们不能自私点？

超载的关心，已经变成不必要的烦恼。傻傻的我们，不管那么多还继续的给。

智障了吗？

世界很大呀，不必只单恋那个所谓的［人／事／物］吧？

我们却有了奇怪的心态，爱上了，怎么也不想脱离。

这样无谓坚持，为了什么？

哈哈！可笑的天真！

但想一想，也许我们曾经也是那么的无知，

我们，快乐吗？

这些不就是最原始的感动吗？

才不管世人怎么想怎么看，我们坚信着这份说不通，搞不懂的最初。

不被认定的荒唐，却是打从心里最疯狂最真诚的表达。

所以说，由始至终，

我们都疯了。不是吗？

不完整的

2010-06-28T00:36:00.001+08:00

歌曲首首播放着，

我疲倦的享受，

城市的沉默。

熟睡的“它”，

留下少许微灯，

看去，

觉得静静的夜，

胜过现实的早晨。

喜欢这种感觉，

一个人累的时刻，

可以把期待放轻松。

坐在冷漠的客厅，

需要用音乐来取暖，

暖和这种不完整。

想去好远好远的地方，

不用带太多行李，

哼着歌，

轻慢的走在陌生的街旁，

感受下不同的一切，

拍下一路上的故事，

然后拼凑成，

我

的不完整。

开始爱上了，

不完整的，

我。

关于。我

2010-06-16T04:35:00.001+08:00

这个雨季，很特别
让我从新认识了自己
也体会了不少
感性，其实
帮了我很多

多么庆幸我是我，

走过的路，不算坎坷

但却学会了怎么多。

人生中每一个失败

都是缩造你成为更成功美好的一个人

只要你相信，而我相信自己

接下来的路，我要跟着陌生人的脚步

慢慢摸索正在迎接我的，精彩

我充满想象，

这是，我的优点吧

我能活在我自己的世界

用想象力，想出不可能的事

用那美丽的荒唐，布置成我世界里的天马行空

用自己方法做自己喜欢做的事

是风是雨，我在操控

谢谢自己坚持对事情的看法，原则

不轻易受别人影响

自豪地说

我对生活的定义，跟过去相比，有所改观
快乐的做自己，真的比一切来得重要
明白的人，都会了解

想谢谢相信我的好朋友们，
陪伴我的脆弱，
安抚我的情绪，
取笑我的幽默，
没有你们，人生的旋律不会如此动听。

那些不懂我，
而批评我的人，
我不怪你们啊:)
是你们不懂罢了。

只要我的一切问心无愧，
就算我一无所有，
至少，
我还有我的良心!

秘密

2010-06-01T18:22:00.001+08:00

每个人都应该有些秘密,

而人与人之间，也会藏着不可告人的事情

有些秘密，

对我来说很简单，但非常珍贵

不是不想把它们说出来,

因为，我知道不是适合的时间

简简单单的几个字,

对某些人来说，不值钱，不起眼,

但他们不懂，

我平凡却美丽真实的,

一些话和情绪

不知从何时，我学会了拆穿人与人之间的秘密

我不能够确定的说一定行得通,

也许这个方法能让自己骗自几好过一点吧

“只要你用心，仔细的感受

而等时间，让你成长

慢慢你会察觉到，你想知道的那些答案，

至少是温馨的”

人的思想，态度都会成长

而在心里的那些秘密,

也一直在长大..

好吧，把我想说的其中之一公布于世吧！

希望家人和朋友，

不要累坏了,

好好照顾自己 :D

感触

2010-05-12T03:05:00.001+08:00

有时候，在毫无预测和准备的情况下，

你会跌跌幢幢的，巧遇一些人

也许，这就是所谓的“缘份”吧

而她／他，会影响你未来的一举一动

人－你会遇到一些对你来说，要好重要的。

也会遇到一些，敌人。

而遇到的这些“他们”

会让你慢慢的学习成长

有些事，你和“他们”的想法或出发点有些不适

就会导致你犹豫

向左走还是向右走？

犹豫之余，还是会自私

因为你总觉得理所当然

你永远是对的

不顾一切，固执的选着你想要的

而，

忽略了“他们”对你的一切。

你的自私，牺牲了

“他们”对你的

期待，关怀，用心

到后来，你懂了如何

珍惜，相信，用心对待

才发现，你真的错了

当局者迷，

认了吧

到后来你才了解，

“他们”对你来说

有多完美。

从此你的背包里

会装下的是垒垒的书

满满的草稿

和

你对“他们”重重的想念

而你，

还会静静的

盼着哪一天，

哪一年吗？

没什么

只是一小点的感触，故事书惹的祸

哈哈，接下来的考试

大家加油！

晚安：）

For my mom =]

2010-05-08T20:57:00.002+08:00

雨季奉献给大地
岁月奉献给季节
我拿什么奉献给你
我的爹娘

For sure everyone has a familiar feeling rite?
Yeap,it's a very classic song and i supposed that almost everyone heard it before,
it's 奉献 by 苏芮.

我拿什麽奉獻給你?

Good question,
hmm, i don't know..
well at least i got listen to you , dont smoke, drugs,
and..
got improvements in my studies? LoL..

All these while,
i know i spent alot of money,
i want alot of things when i'm not capable of paying it,
sorry laa, next time when i work pay back you luu,
i will control myself more d. =]

Ahh, make it simple,
today is mother's day,
and i sincerely wish you a happy happy mother's day,
and it's abit shy to say it to you,
so i post it up here,
Mom , sorry and thanks for everything and i love u laaa,
stay healthy also laa,
we go makan ho liao tunight xD!
And and,
got time after exam i only help u decorate your blog laa.

(Go support my mom d blog , she learn ppl go blogging wor..LOL)
kaka-handmade.blogspot.com
*The link might be change after my mid-term exam,will keep up the details*

In the end , wish every mothers in this whole wide world,
A Happy Mother's Day!

媽,
放心啦,我長大了 =]

给自己.

2010-04-28T17:33:00.001+08:00

开不了口..

2010-04-07T19:03:00.001+08:00

今天反复的听这首歌..
慢慢的品味,
今天感触好多呀,
但,还是开不了口..

对自己沉默吧..
烦恼,又何苦呢?
^_^

晚安.

Dream come true?

2010-03-23T00:58:00.001+08:00

22 March 2010
Monday 4 a.m in the midnite,
i fell asleep.

And i dreamed a dream,
a really meaningful one for me,
and it's the best dream i ever had,yet.

It's too good to be true,
even i asked myself could this be possible.
I wished so much that the nite won't have an end.

Around 9 am,reality crashed in with the stupid tone,
*Alarm*
i woke up,with a smile =]

Althou the time is short,
i should be thankful cause,
i'm really happy.
Thanks for every factors that "made" this dream -

Goodnite.

Happy Holidays..

2010-03-11T01:44:00.000+08:00

Semester 3 has fallen,and it means..
HOLIDAYS!
The coming holiday has already been planned well in my schedule,
Friday morning i'll be heading to Singapore,
with my family, it's been so long we last travel,haha :)

After i get back,
still probably need to get my way to KL,
Hmm..exhausting?

Thanks to everyone that are in the study group for finals,
although we played alot ._.

Well,will be writing soon,
Have a nice and delighting holiday.

=]

Wonder and Realize the meaningful craps in my life..

2010-03-01T03:07:00.000+08:00

Okay, i'm sitting here,
alone again, in the late night scene..

These few weeks i really realized alot of stuffs,
well,despite the nonsense, but..yeah,
i found out there are some craps that is really meaningful in my life.
That's why i decided to write more in this post.

I realized..
Everyone have a corner in their life, and it that corner,
it keeps me wondering, emotionally.
There are really alot of things that keeps on confusing me,
But in the same time, i search for hope in every single mistakes and problems,
maybe these obstacles were meant to be,
but i'll keep trying to reach what i was going reach previously,
i'm determined.

I realized..
I'm wrong sometimes, i won't listen to anyone,
because no one truly understands me,
unless i notice it out myself that i'm wrong,
i'll definitely change.

I realized..
I love bearbricks, i think they're full of inspirations and wonderful ideas,
colorful,
and every design of each of them tells a story,
and it makes me happy.
I know some of you guys might tell me, not worth it,
wasting time collecting them,
wasting money..
But this is what i want, what i like,
at least i don't waste my money on hardcore ciggs.
So, shut up and get a life.

I realized..
I starting to like management class,
althou the class is boring, but i seriously learned alot,
thanks to the logically insane lecturer.
I'm starting to look into positive sides,
even if my house kena burn, i'll still smile and go to college.

I wonder..
will dreams come true?
(stupid random question)

I realized..
we don't know what is going to happen next second :)

Belated CNY..

2010-02-18T02:19:00.001+08:00

Happy CNY,although this year's really boring,
even the cicadas (http://ipohchai.com/upload/cicada.jpg)
are been hiding cause the weather is too hot..

Study liao?

2010-02-07T00:42:00.001+08:00

Time is running out!
Goodluck to all my classmates *Exam*

Unspoken emotions..

2010-01-23T02:42:00.000+08:00

i think,i'll just keep it to myself

Bye 2009,Hello 2010..

2010-01-02T02:13:00.000+08:00

Some pics i manage to caught,Happy 2010 peoples!
Oh yeah almost forgot,resolutions?
I dont have any idea for the moment.
ps : " 2009 ended really fast-.- "

A little too late..

2009-12-31T05:26:00.000+08:00

still,Merry Christmas! :)

Best blockbuster in years!

2009-12-17T23:27:00.000+08:00

from the director of terminator

terminator 2

titanic

and many more epic films

James Cameron

will stun your nerves this december

with 15 years in the making

the anticipation for Avatar has long since reached fever pitch and beyond

you can't imagine how awesome it is,until you watch it with your own eyes

i watched the movie this afternoon

and it is insansely good

perfect

masterpiece!

the visuals are really excellent

and the background scenery are totally awesome!

Avatar has turned out to be the biggest and best event movie of the year

perhaps the decade

make no mistake,this will be the best blockbuster in years!

i seriously can't describe how nice and stunning is this film

so i would fully reccomend everyone of you to watch this

link for the trailer

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aVdO-cx-McA

D e c e m b e r

2009-12-13T03:56:00.000+08:00

sorry for the ones who are anticipating my updates,
and sorry too my blog,
for neglecting you for such a long time.
you guys should noticed the change in my blog,
the template,the fonts,and everything that i haven't mention yet.

so fast,it's december again.
finals are over,holidays are here
everyone seems so happy,
issit about christmas?

there is a song that i would like to reccomend,
"two is better than one"
by boys like girls,featuring taylor swift.
its nice,definately worth to listen.

i bring good news,at least for myself
next year,i'm playing for a competive dota team
there's a reason why i'm thinking of intensive training.
wish me luck.

actually,i was also planning to change the blog link
but something really just can't change,
could'nt they?

hope who are reading this have a happy christmas.

淩晨三點五十一

2009-10-25T03:50:00.001+08:00

現在，是淩晨三點五十一分鐘

四點，步步逼近

坐在小小熒幕前的我，在思考着
聼着一首首，剛下載的歌
看着歌詞，默默碎念
他們的歌，是如此感動
他們的情緒，起伏就如抓摸不定的海浪
他們所經過的一切，在歌詞裏
他們述説的故事，征服了我

作詞者，他們想着什麽
作曲者，怎樣鋪陳適合的曲子
演唱者，如何詮釋與描述
才能讓一個人，聼了
還覺得值得回味

他們一生的刻骨銘心
不是每個人都能了解
也不是每個人，會經過
能感受得到

站在属於我自己的角落
我有我個人的剧情
我不是他們
我不會寫歌，作曲
但我知道刻骨銘心的真正内涵
我的故事也許有一天
不必在幕後，隱藏着它的涵義
而我，不必在顧慮和僞裝
内心的感觸

如今，這世界很複雜
太複雜
一些複雜，讓我們學到得更多
一些複雜，藏有美麗玄機
只看我們如何欣賞
但畢竟是一些而已

可是如果一切從零開始
我寧願選擇簡簡單單
不會有遐想，不用想太多
不會有誤會
如果
如果真的能那麽的簡單
會有多美好

領悟的背後
總是傷和淚
然而領悟過後
懂得更珍惜

付出的代價
換來領悟，值得嗎
能不能兩全其美

五點三十分，我累了

4.10.09

2009-10-04T15:59:00.001+08:00

Yesterday,i went gathering with a bunch of secondary friends at auto city,they said the gathering is 8pm straight,but then only 4 of us get there in time.I'm lazy to explain what the others are doing that time.

And the gathering was..Not my place at all.
Kinda hate it,and made me not in the mood of talking about anything.
But since they were my secondary friends also,for sure i accompany them and just,entertain them?

After the gathering,i gotta send 2 of my friends back to pg.
The rain was pouring like there's no tomorrow,but still..i gotta send them back.
Despite the rain,i drove very fast that time cause my dad keep calling me and made me pressured,what if i can't get back home in time?
Till i reached E-gate and my friend asked me about the tao cuisine there,i lost my focus on the wheel and thought bout something..something that affects me.
I din't noticed there was a car infront of me until my friend shouted.When i was back to the real world again,the car was just..INFRONT!
I hit the breaks as fast and hard as i could,i felt my car was drifting that time.

Luckily,we survived.
After i sent them back,my friend chris took over the wheel and said "take some rest."
Then we headed back home,slowly.

What a stupid mistake a made,but at least i learnt from that lesson.
And i noticed that my life,is full of mistakes.
But i'm still holding on,trying to change and realize.

Today i woke up,and i saw my baby tarantula molted,it means changing it's exoskeletons,and its growing.
http://www.eightlegs.org/general/molt.html

Heading to pg again later.
And if one of you reading this is one of the classmate of mine,please be notice that monday,means 5.10.09 marketing class canceled.But tuesday the timetable will still go on as usual.

Things going by.

2009-08-13T02:59:00.001+08:00

I believed that for sure u guys heard about the flood and typhoon disaster happened in southern Taiwan.
Buildings collapsing and being washed away.
Well if you read the news or turn into some worldwide news channel,you'll know that it's one of the major disaster these few years.

Currently,many helpless peoples are homeless,and suffering in pain.
The news also shows that there are alot helping by donating / funds.
Not only the local citizens..worldwide community,celebrities,government are also helping.

Althought i don't have alot of savings,i'm also willing to help,at least i can afford some help.
Hope you guys who are reading this,also can help them.
Help,also not means that we must donate or what,sinced we dont know how to donate and where..we can pray for them.
Show some care,they'r not alone.

Next one is the influenza AH1N1 is getting tremendously worst,
Deaths are increasing in rapid speed,
Hope everything will be okay soon,and in the meantime..
please be aware and take care.

12 august-
1)Finally,i pass my car test.
2)Start to train in competive badminton?
3)Dota mini tourney is starting soon.
4)Still wondering.

13 august-
1)Updated my blog.
2)Decided to change the "zombie" lifestyle.
3)Changed the song clip of my blog.
4)Still trying to make myself busy.
5)Yet wondering.

Checked my final results this morning,
Not as i expected except maths.
got 2 B+ and a C+,but actually i'm expecting my business test to get a A+.
Owh Well,definately going to try harder next sem.

夜裏的心情..

2009-08-02T01:45:00.001+08:00

不是我複雜，也都不關任何一個人的事，
我只是想說的是我自己..

我恨我自己，爲什麽會哭..

我恨我自己，爲什麽要在乎..

我恨我自己，所做錯的事..

我恨我自己，不切實際..

我恨我自己，不比別人堅強..

我恨我自己，感情用事..

我恨我自己，我的自私..

我恨我自己，我的衝動..

我恨我自己，我的複雜與簡單..

我恨我自己，期望太高..

我恨我自己，會在意..

我恨我自己，爲什麽不能對一個人絕一點..

我恨我自己，不能把喜歡的人當作是百分之百的朋友..

我恨我自己，每次msn聊天后，不捨得說的再見..

我恨努力的在忙，很努力的不去想..
我都很努力很努力的把以上全部慢慢的讓自己接受..
但是不能..再多朋友的安慰，雖讓會讓我好一些..
但在每個安靜的夜裏..都會情不自禁的回想..

我恨我自己，我...

End of the first Semester.

2009-07-30T02:05:00.000+08:00

The first semester has fallen,six more to go!
The last day for the first sem was fun,
went red-box with bunch of classmates,
and i was amazed by their voices when they sang those songs,
simply amazing.

Well,yeah it's also a happy day for me,
Cuz for some reasons,
One of them is,Exam was finally over.
And one more..Er..
Related to the red-box thingy,
Guess yourselves,haha..

After singing and shouting inside the box,
Perhaps everyone's tummy was growling,LOUD.
We went to had some porridge.
Hrmm,this porridge part also made me smile,
For only one specific reason.
Wanna know why?
Wait long long la !

Overall,it's a happy day for me..
Erm,If you know what i'm trying to say,
Thx =]..

Holidays!
Lack of plan=Rot till death.

So,hereby i sincerely hope u guys will have a well-planned schedule for the hols,
And hope the one that i cared for,will be happy always.

Happy Holidays.

在屋頂唱着你的歌,在屋頂和我爱的人

Hope everything will be fine!

2009-07-25T22:05:00.001+08:00

Recently,it seems like everything SCREWED up!
Not only me,peoples around me also involved in this kinda problems,

Well,one more paper to go and its holidays..
But the weather is getting dramatically worst,made the coming holiday mood..speechless..

I don't really know what i can help to make a person feel better when they're moody,
but i think i'm a good listener myself :/

And lastly,i'm always standing by..

Hope everything will be okay soon!
Take care.

Recent night life in Penang.

2009-07-15T00:00:00.000+08:00

Ok forget starbucks,cyber cafe,or even McD..
Cause i ran out of cash..!

Well without these places to go during the long long night,
either stay in room or rot around the living room is also not an good idea after all.
bored!

But after our discussion,my fren and i of course,
we've decided to go mamak's corners..
At first i thought,mamaks?

Izit abit boring too?Oh well,better than Indoor activities which mean sleep and rot,
we set off the journey,seeking for Cheap mamak stalls!

We climbed the highest mountain,Swim across million oceans,
at last,found one stall that my friend suggest earlier..
hrmm,the place ar..
I've No comment,funny-.-
Argh forgot to take the picture of that place,nevermind!

I ordered myself Roti telur,and one Horrrrrrrlick ais,
then 3 of my friends odered "Roti Tissue Komtar".
Wah i missed Roti tissue alot!But still i prefer Telur more,haha..
But why Komtar?

"Roti Tissue"

Cute and tiny rite?=]

But that's Not the "penang's" one.
When their Main Roti reached the table,everyone was like.. OMG!

LOL!Majestic!
After that we only know why they called this as Roti tissue Komtar!
"The poor roti tak bleh stand lahhhh" My fren said.

"We shall make it stand!Rawr!!!" i replied..
After awhile,we acheived!

Behold,The allmighty...ROTI TISSUE KOMTAR!!

Really boomed us all,
and that was a Great yet funny experience!
Long Live Roti Tissue!!! =D

Rainy day.

2009-07-11T18:14:00.001+08:00

It's raining again..
Misty everywhere..

I've been wondering problems for the past few days,
But it's not a problem for everyone,just i take that as a problem..

Well,i felt slightly sad.
And my feelings and emotions also hide behind the thick mist..
just like the rainy day.

Day by day,What's the meaning?

2009-07-04T15:33:00.001+08:00

Sitting infront the old small screen,looked through the windows..
Evening here,the vast blue sky coloured some yellowish auras too,
No exception,those marshmallows-aliked clouds shapping theirselves into various shape,with a little help by the wind..

Day by day,time past by..
Then a sudden thought strikes me,
Life is really short,
Yesterday MJ was active practicing his dance,Nobody noticed actually he's a dead man dancing that time,
after a day,he past away..

I dont know he's happy anot la this past 50 years,maybe yes..
but what if he's Not?

So,we just have to live our life,
despite whatever people said and proof you wrong,
what's the big deal?
As long we have faith in ourselves,and follow what our instinct tell us to..
we'll be happy rite?

One last thing,
Happiness is reachable, no matter how long it lasts .
We should stop making our lives complicated.

Life is short
Break the rules
forgive quickly
love truly
laugh constantly
And never stop smiling
no matter how strange life is
Life is not always the party we expected to be
but as long as we are here, we should smile and be grateful.

25/6

2009-06-25T16:26:00.001+08:00

Hrmm,

skipped the afternoon class,
Bored,
Tired,
Frusted.

Talking back yesterday nite,went movie with my buddies at Gurney,
Transformers 2-the revenge of the fallen.

Funny and Dizzy cause we seated on the first row due to lack of seats,
crowded theater made the air-cond turned into warm-cond,haha!

Before the movie started,there's so many trailers of some movies,
and 2 of it made the whole theater expect,
"Ice Age 3" and "Harry Potter-The Half Blood Prince"
Even the trailers also exciting ady,wondering how nice the movies would be =D!
"Expecting *_*"

Farewell!

[for now]

After a deep breath.

2009-06-17T23:38:00.001+08:00

Never thought before,it's tough actually..
3 presentations and last minute rush of the presentations and assignments,
pressured!
But finally thx god its over.

Firery afternoon,changed the template and also the slogan for my blog,
Hope it would be nice =]

Changed my mind about alot of things afterthe huricane that messed up my emotions,
after a deep breath,i believed everything will be ok,
and it does.

But some of the things can't be changed,
What i've ever said before,
Yet,i'm still.. .... ...

Haha,i think i expressed too much, :/
Well,good luck for those who havent present yet k,

i'll stop my typing here,
All the best to you guys.

等待和努力.

2009-06-06T15:22:00.001+08:00

等待，真的會夢想成真嗎？
我已經錯過了一次，也明白了..
這一次我不會再錯過你了..
不可以只靠等待而已，要表達我覺.對你的感觉。
奇跡是人創造的，創造呢是需要努力的..
我會很用心很努力，達到那個奇跡..希望你能看到，我對你的認真..=]
等等我，好嗎？
你要開心的過日子哦^^

我遇見你，是最美麗的意外..

那我呢？

2009-05-29T12:19:00.001+08:00

我不想改變你，我也沒有強逼你..
但你有想過我嗎？
你也替你自己想，你也忽略了我..

你站在你的立场想

不是我的

你說的，我也同樣的想說

可能我真的沒想過你，
但你呢？

你也站在你的立场想

不是我的

一樣的你想过我的感受吗？

我最在乎的是你的快樂，
但我還是一樣，就算是当朋友
我也不能夠一心一意的跟你当‘真真’的朋友，
對我來說，真的很難很難，
因爲那種感覺本來就不對..

我沒有要改變你，
我只是不能接受，
感覺慢慢的變淡..

我一直都在忍着，
儅你的朋友，
因爲我尊重你的選擇

有好多話想對你說，
但畢竟是朋友，
該怎麽說？

一切一切，全都把它當作是我的錯
如果這樣繼續下去，
我怕緣分也不會讓我們在一起..

只要你明白，我對你的感覺就夠了..
你知不知道我好喜歡好喜歡你？

如果你知道，我為你所做的一切
是因爲，我喜歡你，
那就夠了..
知道嗎？

舍不得..不舍得..

2009-05-28T16:55:00.001+08:00

退一步陌生人，
进一步到不了。。

我该如何，才能让你相信。。

如果彼此喜欢对方，为什么你却要这样做？
当朋友，难免会有一些空间不能发挥。。
当朋友久了，难免。。感觉会慢慢的消失。

今天早上的天气，好冷。。
就像我。。
在班上一直在强忍着在眼眶中滚动着冷冷泪水的我，
你不能看见。。

今天你一如往常，还是挂着那美丽动人的笑容。。
看起来毫无烦恼。。
是真的开心吧？还是你也带着一幅骗得了所有人的面具？

我真的真的不明白，你真的那么的强吗。。
就算是，你说的“只有一点点喜欢”。。
也未免太绝了吧，

不想再受到伤害，
试问谁会想受到伤害。。？
我们都不知道未来会是什么，我也不能够答应你，
不会伤害你，应为你说过不可轻易对别人许下承诺。。
没有人是完美无缺的，
我只能答应，我会做到最好，保护你。。
如果你愿意。

我该怎么做，
谁可以来告诉我？

我真的不想当是你生命中的路人。。

舍不得你傻傻的对我笑，
舍不得你叫我蛋。。
舍不得你对我的好，
最舍不得的是你。。
就算是假的，或者你忘记了。。
我都好舍不得。。

我不想说再见。。
但我该怎么做。。？

我真的，好喜欢你啊。。

Why she thinks like that?

2009-05-20T21:49:00.001+08:00

She thought i would
meet a
better girl if i'm already fall for her?

She thinks that..
i'm that kind of guy
perhaps..

What's going wrong in me?..

2009-05-17T01:30:00.001+08:00

I felt so..complicated,
Even myself don't know what i'm doing..
negative thinkings and despression poped out just like that out of nowhere..

Angels and Demons in my thoughts,perhaps..
But usually,demons won by their mystical words,
pulled me into curiosity,and the curiosity of mine turned into something scary,
Its beyond imaginations..

I'm Not the Origin.."Myself"?
Who i am now?
Please someone tell me,where to find the original "Me"..

What am i thinking,
Why do i think this way..
And why..
Why can i make A person felt bad..

What is the cure?Where to find it?
I just can't control my emotions,
The gateway of miserable thoughts..
Do i lived in it?

Help me please,anyone..
i..seriously..
Dont wana treat The person i care so Bad..

A story about,the fake Romeo and Juliet.

2009-05-08T12:33:00.003+08:00

Of course i dont know the actual story so clear,-.-
But let me try to write a whole new one,by not changing its meaning.

Once upon a time,there was Romeo..1st day in college,
reported himself to the department and went off to find his neighbour,
cause that neighbour was his only fren in the same class for the 1st day.

Well,skip skip skip,he found his neighbour,and theres one more girl beside her,
Juliet was her name.
3 of them walked their way to the theatre for the Orientation.

What a coincedence,Romeo seated beside the Blushing Juliet,
For the day..Romeo Intended to be friends with Juliet,
But he was to shy that time,More or less,Its the 1st day..
So he din't talked to Juliet.
2nd day was also the boring Orientation,
Nothing happened and it goes just as usual.

The day after 2nd,They attended their 1st class,
and that day,Romeo Just gave it a try,and get Juliet's number..
He did it,and that night out of nowhere,He just keep thinking of her,don't even know the reason why.

Skip skip skip skip,
second week arrived,one of that night,
Romeo can't control himself so that he took out his cellphone,sent a message to Juliet,
he was scared,afraid that Juliet's would just ignored him..

"Bling"
suddenly the cellphone rang with the message tone,
Romeo was excited,Glamourous..yet scared if its the msg is from Juliet or some stupid maxis center or whatever related to that,

He slowly took his phone,with Gambling mood when viewed the msg..
"BINGO" its from juliet =]
Infinity excitement and happiness rush towards him,
omg high blood pressure =_=

Romeo asked her to guess whether who he is,
But Juliet just cant get it right,until the 3rd week..
They were happy all the way,Till the 4th week..

An invinsible and consumable force distracted them,
For some Reasons,Juliet is afraid..

Romeo is sad and dont even get it why at the first time,
But the time is the elixir,
Finally Romeo understand,Time is everything he need to proof his love towards Juliet.

So whenever,whatever..
He will be always here =]

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control.

I'll be right here anytime to cheer u up,Juliet..
[Even during midnite._.]

GoodLuck in the MidTerm exam,
and stay happy everyday^^.

The END.

To be continue?

2009-05-01T01:54:00.001+08:00

Yes i care,i cant just act like nothing happened before..
Even time is short,but it does'nt mean that the past few weeks we spent are fake illusions..
I knew it,i can sure u felt the same as i felt that time.
Were you happy?
Well,i am!!

You dont want any boyfriends or fall in love with somebody u said,
But if its just because of 2 of that previous idiots,izit worthed you to do such action and decison?
Since u've decided,i wont force you to open your heart or whatever,
I just seriously wana share my opinion with you..

I'm sorry upon my harsh words that i used in the msgs,i just cant control my emotions,
Sry for hurting you..
Hate me if you want,even ignore me..
it this can make u happy,please do so..

I'll be right here,
if whenever u need to talk..

Its just a matter of time,i'll proof that i'm different from those lunatic freaks,

Because of you,i corrected my bad habbit,
Because of you,the world turns into a better place to live in,
And Because of you,i've became a better man.

KY,i'm in love with you.

Night in Starbucks..

2009-04-27T22:25:00.001+08:00

It's me again,=]
wah juz noticed that my blog was no longer death compared to the past few months,haha..
i'm writing this post in penang new world city's starbucks,enjoying the coffee moment.
But i dint order coffee la,my stomach not feeling well so i order "ais kosong" as they called the sky juice in bahasa melayu,only used in Mamak's stalls field..

Yea my course is getting more fun this few days except for maths._.
2 more weeks before mid term arrive,i think i'm ready la coz its the 1st test and its must be easy,except for maths.Again.

Sigh..

Hey,the weather now is crisis,just like the economy..steam!
So,take care la =]..

And for the flu and sick ones,
Hope [YOU] guys'll get well soon, :D

I'll stop here,Hope my life wont be so boring from now onwards,
bye.

My Spider =3

2009-04-25T18:06:00.001+08:00

Lollipops are like Magic?o_O!

2009-04-24T00:08:00.001+08:00

23/4/09.

Well,its kinda gloomy blue day for me,cause i woke up at 8 for class,which i dint even slpt yesterday night,thx for the White coffee i had..and i reached school early,find a seat for myself,briefed myself for the starting of the day.
Unexpectedly,miss izma came in our class and said "sry ar guys,ur teacher took mc today,so theres no class for this morning."
Omg,dont even know i should cry or laugh..
To laugh was,I'm free for the morning,can go where i want and have my breakfast since its 5 hours yet to the next class,
But to cry was..Walao!i woke up so early and the class canceled??!
Frustated,plus for some reasons,got abit emo..
Sry i dint smile during this morning,Cause i really tired..LoL..
Erm...and yeah!
u cant read the mms right,i'll post it here =]

Remember this?everytime i looked into it,i can saw someone thru it,
and it feels good,i wont eat it coz its my most precious tresure that i ever had,and most important its from someone special =]

Thx,and lets fight for the future,RAWR!!!!

Update!!

2009-04-17T22:31:00.001+08:00

First of all..the internet line starting to rot,and its sucks.
i hate it =[

...

To "someone"

Even u dint get matrix..But i'm always here for you..No mather where/how/when. =]
+ U!! !!
+U ARHHHHH !! !! !! !!

Since its been so long..

2009-04-11T12:59:00.001+08:00

3 years,its been so long that i've suffering alone without ur shadow around..
it faded away juz like that,and i wont puzzle it back for my own desire..
Coz i finally found out the answer of true relationships,
Its not in the oxford dictionary or national geographic encyclopedia,its found nowhere..
Just the right time,right moment,i get the answer just like that,
even if we cant be couples or watever,if u're happy with ur life,i'm glad too..

As in for "you",the one that i wrote this post for you,
i'm serious when i said that i wana understand u more,
and spend more time with you..

I could search my whole life through and through and never find another you,
and yes,When I first saw you I was afraid to talk to you,
When I first talked to you I was afraid to like you,
But its beyond my control,i've been pulled in to the black hole..
and the black hole was you.

ps : I TARAK PAKAT WITH ORANG TO PLAY U LA T_T

New enviroment,College's Life.

2009-04-04T22:52:00.002+08:00

Some says,its boring.
And some says,its interesting.Well i agree with the interesting side,at least for the first week.
College's started for the march intake students in KDU penang Campus,first of all i thought that penang was just amazing place with all those shoppings malls,Mega cinema,and Majestic buildings on the island and light blue ocean surrounding it,peacefull,etc etc.Facinating right?

But sinced i moved in to the new place "we" rent,me and some of my frens,my dream scene just vanished into thin air.WTF the Traffics,Walao unbeliefable -_-.Nowonder a game named Risk your life, the game scene is just like a scene in the game,no doubt the publisher of the game loves penang so much.Really risking my life on the Roads and streets.

Okay my favourite part,The college,/gg.Not the subject that i choose made the college my favourite part of my new lifestyle la,it's.....
THE GIRLS,LOL! <<<[i'm honest]

Mehh,tml have to go penang again,got class on monday.
i'll be writing next time when i get my desktop to pg,farewell for now,ADIOS AMIGO!

Wahhhh,my dream keyboard + mouse.

2009-03-15T00:02:00.001+08:00

14 march 2009.
A day to remember,liverpool vs man united.
and surprisingly,liverpool won by scoring 3 and man.u scored 1.shame.

early in the morning,me and my father went to penang,for colleges seeking,
wen went disted and kdu's open day,i think i've decided where i'm goin to study for my collz.
then after that,went to prangin mall,cause one of my fren told me that razer mouses are rarely seen in pg,and i think that's the only place to find.

And yes,we found it,the legendary Razer Deathadder,my desire.
Despite all the problems that i've very less money in my pocket,i just bought it.
Before i pulled out my wallet,my father rushed to me,Took out his wallet,and pulled out some cash.
WAHLAO>>History in the making.
Fuh damn excited,finally,DA IS MINE,ALL MINE,ALONE,NYAHAHA!!!
Then all in a sudden,something caught my sight,with the majestic big black box,
I went to have a look..OMG,its Razer lycosa and Razer Tarantula!
I went insane mode that time,omg its awesome by only seeing its cover.
then my father asked,"You want it?"
I stoned on the spot for few seconds."Am i dreaming?" i asked myself full of curiosity.
After that,skip skip skip.I choosed lycosa cause its more sexy.LoL.He bought it for me too.i'm so lucky to have such kinda father,he's the man =D.

Well,will be uploading Pics of my mouse and keyboard,stay tune!

A new beginning.

2009-02-11T02:16:00.001+08:00

A fresh new beginning,a new chapter of my life.
why i said so?Notice the posts in my blog decreses?Well,if u're smart,u'll get it =)
From now on,everything starts from zero,despite all the issues.
Valentine is approaching,i'm available.LoL.
Happy valentine to all couples.
*if siapa watching this post is still single,call me we pergi karaoke,nyahaha！"

1st post of 2009!

2009-01-03T20:30:00.001+08:00

5..4..3..2..1..!!!
IT'S 2009!hooray~!
First of all,my new year resolutions =)
1.Take my driving license
2.take my future more seriously
3.But also,play my life crazy

Went to Bintang walk for the countdown ceremony,it was crowded,barely cant brief.
well,this trip cost me not much because i dint even shop.
i was hoping to get myself the Levi's shoe,But its expensive so i save it for my dinner -_-
The trip was fun except the horror part,there was ghost in da hotel,WTF!!@##$%#%
that freaked us out,so it end up all of us stuck inside a room,totally cant slp..
The pipe in our room leaked and they asked me to close it,
"You think i duwana close aa?i not dare to close only larh!" i replied with,lewl!
the conclusion is,Closing the pipe in the hotel toilet alone is the most scariest thing i've ever met..

Now,Shoutout to all my buddies and u guys who are watching this post,Happy new year and wish everyone of u Godlike always!

Random updatez!

2008-12-26T12:48:00.001+08:00

Sarppp guys,how was christmas ?=)
For me lehhh,So so laaa..but 1 thing made my x'mas colourfull is..
I can go out for the whole night!!

ok so just past by and typed sumthing here la,dont let it be dead.
Btw,i heard a song in fly.fm,it was awesome！i search nations to nations,mountians to mountians,at last,i downloaded that song,the name of that song is "Love Story" by taylor swift.
its a must to hear it,best max.
well,goodluck guys!

Its been awhile =)

2008-12-22T02:52:00.000+08:00

Hey guys,its been several months back when since i stopped blogging cause of da busy life.
Same as usual boring life :/ but guess wad,today is my birthday =))) [December 22]
Remember,remember,the 22 of december!* PRESENTS*
The past few days was like dining in hell with the dreadlord,Frust max!
Just because of the dota tourney[ucgames] ,i trained Day by Day and the result failed to ammused me T_T
Plus,Fellow Ucproians assumed me me As BackDoorHao-_-wtf.
Dah forget it,why so serious :P
Well,planing for the coming future for me,DAH,childs play!
Anyways,i miss you guys and i expected more presents next year okay?

Random yet Mysterious

我不勇敢

The few things on my mind rite now.

Words and feelings

记得吗？

Goodbye, past.

飞鸟和鱼

Part of the chapter

今天的天空

车里外的世界

曲折了

你

我们都疯了

不完整的

关于。我

秘密

感触

For my mom =]

雨季奉献给大地岁月奉献给季节我拿什么奉献给你我的爹娘

我拿什麽奉獻給你?

给自己.

开不了口..

Dream come true?

Happy Holidays..

Wonder and Realize the meaningful craps in my life..

Belated CNY..

Study liao?

Unspoken emotions..

Bye 2009,Hello 2010..

A little too late..

Best blockbuster in years!

D e c e m b e r

淩晨三點五十一

4.10.09

Things going by.

夜裏的心情..

End of the first Semester.

Hope everything will be fine!

Recent night life in Penang.

Rainy day.

Day by day,What's the meaning?

25/6

After a deep breath.

等待和努力.

那我呢？

舍不得..不舍得..

Why she thinks like that?

What's going wrong in me?..

A story about,the fake Romeo and Juliet.

To be continue?

Night in Starbucks..

My Spider =3

Lollipops are like Magic?o_O!

Update!!

Since its been so long..

New enviroment,College's Life.

Wahhhh,my dream keyboard + mouse.

A new beginning.

1st post of 2009!

Random updatez!

Its been awhile =)

雨季奉献给大地
岁月奉献给季节
我拿什么奉献给你
我的爹娘