A little too late..

still,Merry Christmas! :)

Best blockbuster in years!

from the director of terminator

terminator 2

titanic

and many more epic films



James Cameron

will stun your nerves this december



with 15 years in the making

the anticipation for Avatar has long since reached fever pitch and beyond

you can't imagine how awesome it is,until you watch it with your own eyes

i watched the movie this afternoon

and it is insansely good

perfect

masterpiece!

the visuals are really excellent

and the background scenery are totally awesome!



Avatar has turned out to be the biggest and best event movie of the year

perhaps the decade

make no mistake,this will be the best blockbuster in years!

i seriously can't describe how nice and stunning is this film

so i would fully reccomend everyone of you to watch this

link for the trailer

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aVdO-cx-McA

D e c e m b e r

sorry for the ones who are anticipating my updates,
and sorry too my blog,
for neglecting you for such a long time.
you guys should noticed the change in my blog,
the template,the fonts,and everything that i haven't mention yet.

so fast,it's december again.
finals are over,holidays are here
everyone seems so happy,
issit about christmas?


there is a song that i would like to reccomend,
"two is better than one"
by boys like girls,featuring taylor swift.
its nice,definately worth to listen.


i bring good news,at least for myself
next year,i'm playing for a competive dota team
there's a reason why i'm thinking of intensive training.
wish me luck.


actually,i was also planning to change the blog link
but something really just can't change,
could'nt they?


hope who are reading this have a happy christmas.

淩晨三點五十一

現在，是淩晨三點五十一分鐘

四點，步步逼近

坐在小小熒幕前的我，在思考着
聼着一首首，剛下載的歌
看着歌詞，默默碎念
他們的歌，是如此感動
他們的情緒，起伏就如抓摸不定的海浪
他們所經過的一切，在歌詞裏
他們述説的故事，征服了我

作詞者，他們想着什麽
作曲者，怎樣鋪陳適合的曲子
演唱者，如何詮釋與描述
才能讓一個人，聼了
還覺得值得回味

他們一生的刻骨銘心
不是每個人都能了解
也不是每個人，會經過
能感受得到

站在属於我自己的角落
我有我個人的剧情
我不是他們
我不會寫歌，作曲
但我知道刻骨銘心的真正内涵
我的故事也許有一天
不必在幕後，隱藏着它的涵義
而我，不必在顧慮和僞裝
内心的感觸

如今，這世界很複雜
太複雜
一些複雜，讓我們學到得更多
一些複雜，藏有美麗玄機
只看我們如何欣賞
但畢竟是一些而已

可是如果一切從零開始
我寧願選擇簡簡單單
不會有遐想，不用想太多
不會有誤會
如果
如果真的能那麽的簡單
會有多美好

領悟的背後
總是傷和淚
然而領悟過後
懂得更珍惜

付出的代價
換來領悟，值得嗎
能不能兩全其美



五點三十分，我累了

4.10.09

Yesterday,i went gathering with a bunch of secondary friends at auto city,they said the gathering is 8pm straight,but then only 4 of us get there in time.I'm lazy to explain what the others are doing that time.

And the gathering was..Not my place at all.
Kinda hate it,and made me not in the mood of talking about anything.
But since they were my secondary friends also,for sure i accompany them and just,entertain them?

After the gathering,i gotta send 2 of my friends back to pg.
The rain was pouring like there's no tomorrow,but still..i gotta send them back.
Despite the rain,i drove very fast that time cause my dad keep calling me and made me pressured,what if i can't get back home in time?
Till i reached E-gate and my friend asked me about the tao cuisine there,i lost my focus on the wheel and thought bout something..something that affects me.
I din't noticed there was a car infront of me until my friend shouted.When i was back to the real world again,the car was just..INFRONT!
I hit the breaks as fast and hard as i could,i felt my car was drifting that time.

Luckily,we survived.
After i sent them back,my friend chris took over the wheel and said "take some rest."
Then we headed back home,slowly.


What a stupid mistake a made,but at least i learnt from that lesson.
And i noticed that my life,is full of mistakes.
But i'm still holding on,trying to change and realize.


Today i woke up,and i saw my baby tarantula molted,it means changing it's exoskeletons,and its growing.
http://www.eightlegs.org/general/molt.html


Heading to pg again later.
And if one of you reading this is one of the classmate of mine,please be notice that monday,means 5.10.09 marketing class canceled.But tuesday the timetable will still go on as usual.

Things going by.

I believed that for sure u guys heard about the flood and typhoon disaster happened in southern Taiwan.
Buildings collapsing and being washed away.
Well if you read the news or turn into some worldwide news channel,you'll know that it's one of the major disaster these few years.

Currently,many helpless peoples are homeless,and suffering in pain.
The news also shows that there are alot helping by donating / funds.
Not only the local citizens..worldwide community,celebrities,government are also helping.

Althought i don't have alot of savings,i'm also willing to help,at least i can afford some help.
Hope you guys who are reading this,also can help them.
Help,also not means that we must donate or what,sinced we dont know how to donate and where..we can pray for them.
Show some care,they'r not alone.



Next one is the influenza AH1N1 is getting tremendously worst,
Deaths are increasing in rapid speed,
Hope everything will be okay soon,and in the meantime..
please be aware and take care.



12 august-
1)Finally,i pass my car test.
2)Start to train in competive badminton?
3)Dota mini tourney is starting soon.
4)Still wondering.



13 august-
1)Updated my blog.
2)Decided to change the "zombie" lifestyle.
3)Changed the song clip of my blog.
4)Still trying to make myself busy.
5)Yet wondering.



Checked my final results this morning,
Not as i expected except maths.
got 2 B+ and a C+,but actually i'm expecting my business test to get a A+.
Owh Well,definately going to try harder next sem.

夜裏的心情..

不是我複雜，也都不關任何一個人的事，
我只是想說的是我自己..



我恨我自己，爲什麽會哭..

我恨我自己，爲什麽要在乎..

我恨我自己，所做錯的事..

我恨我自己，不切實際..

我恨我自己，不比別人堅強..

我恨我自己，感情用事..

我恨我自己，我的自私..

我恨我自己，我的衝動..

我恨我自己，我的複雜與簡單..

我恨我自己，期望太高..

我恨我自己，會在意..

我恨我自己，爲什麽不能對一個人絕一點..

我恨我自己，不能把喜歡的人當作是百分之百的朋友..

我恨我自己，每次msn聊天后，不捨得說的再見..



我恨努力的在忙，很努力的不去想..
我都很努力很努力的把以上全部慢慢的讓自己接受..
但是不能..再多朋友的安慰，雖讓會讓我好一些..
但在每個安靜的夜裏..都會情不自禁的回想..








我恨我自己，我...

End of the first Semester.

The first semester has fallen,six more to go!
The last day for the first sem was fun,
went red-box with bunch of classmates,
and i was amazed by their voices when they sang those songs,
simply amazing.

Well,yeah it's also a happy day for me,
Cuz for some reasons,
One of them is,Exam was finally over.
And one more..Er..
Related to the red-box thingy,
Guess yourselves,haha..


After singing and shouting inside the box,
Perhaps everyone's tummy was growling,LOUD.
We went to had some porridge.
Hrmm,this porridge part also made me smile,
For only one specific reason.
Wanna know why?
Wait long long la !

Overall,it's a happy day for me..
Erm,If you know what i'm trying to say,
Thx =]..

Holidays!
Lack of plan=Rot till death.


So,hereby i sincerely hope u guys will have a well-planned schedule for the hols,
And hope the one that i cared for,will be happy always.

Happy Holidays.




在屋頂唱着你的歌,在屋頂和我爱的人

Hope everything will be fine!

Recently,it seems like everything SCREWED up!
Not only me,peoples around me also involved in this kinda problems,


Well,one more paper to go and its holidays..
But the weather is getting dramatically worst,made the coming holiday mood..speechless..

I don't really know what i can help to make a person feel better when they're moody,
but i think i'm a good listener myself :/

And lastly,i'm always standing by..

Hope everything will be okay soon!
Take care.

Recent night life in Penang.

Ok forget starbucks,cyber cafe,or even McD..
Cause i ran out of cash..!

Well without these places to go during the long long night,
either stay in room or rot around the living room is also not an good idea after all.
bored!

But after our discussion,my fren and i of course,
we've decided to go mamak's corners..
At first i thought,mamaks?

Izit abit boring too?Oh well,better than Indoor activities which mean sleep and rot,
we set off the journey,seeking for Cheap mamak stalls!

We climbed the highest mountain,Swim across million oceans,
at last,found one stall that my friend suggest earlier..
hrmm,the place ar..
I've No comment,funny-.-
Argh forgot to take the picture of that place,nevermind!

I ordered myself Roti telur,and one Horrrrrrrlick ais,
then 3 of my friends odered "Roti Tissue Komtar".
Wah i missed Roti tissue alot!But still i prefer Telur more,haha..
But why Komtar?

"Roti Tissue"

Cute and tiny rite?=]

But that's Not the "penang's" one.
When their Main Roti reached the table,everyone was like.. OMG!


LOL!Majestic!
After that we only know why they called this as Roti tissue Komtar!
"The poor roti tak bleh stand lahhhh" My fren said.

"We shall make it stand!Rawr!!!" i replied..
After awhile,we acheived!

Behold,The allmighty...ROTI TISSUE KOMTAR!!


Really boomed us all,
and that was a Great yet funny experience!
Long Live Roti Tissue!!! =D

Rainy day.

It's raining again..
Misty everywhere..



I've been wondering problems for the past few days,
But it's not a problem for everyone,just i take that as a problem..

Well,i felt slightly sad.
And my feelings and emotions also hide behind the thick mist..
just like the rainy day.

Day by day,What's the meaning?

Sitting infront the old small screen,looked through the windows..
Evening here,the vast blue sky coloured some yellowish auras too,
No exception,those marshmallows-aliked clouds shapping theirselves into various shape,with a little help by the wind..



Day by day,time past by..
Then a sudden thought strikes me,
Life is really short,
Yesterday MJ was active practicing his dance,Nobody noticed actually he's a dead man dancing that time,
after a day,he past away..

I dont know he's happy anot la this past 50 years,maybe yes..
but what if he's Not?

So,we just have to live our life,
despite whatever people said and proof you wrong,
what's the big deal?
As long we have faith in ourselves,and follow what our instinct tell us to..
we'll be happy rite?

One last thing,
Happiness is reachable, no matter how long it lasts .
We should stop making our lives complicated.

Life is short
Break the rules
forgive quickly
love truly
laugh constantly
And never stop smiling
no matter how strange life is
Life is not always the party we expected to be
but as long as we are here, we should smile and be grateful.

25/6

Hrmm,

skipped the afternoon class,
Bored,
Tired,
Frusted.

Talking back yesterday nite,went movie with my buddies at Gurney,
Transformers 2-the revenge of the fallen.

Funny and Dizzy cause we seated on the first row due to lack of seats,
crowded theater made the air-cond turned into warm-cond,haha!

Before the movie started,there's so many trailers of some movies,
and 2 of it made the whole theater expect,
"Ice Age 3" and "Harry Potter-The Half Blood Prince"
Even the trailers also exciting ady,wondering how nice the movies would be =D!
"Expecting *_*"

Farewell!


[for now]

After a deep breath.

Never thought before,it's tough actually..
3 presentations and last minute rush of the presentations and assignments,
pressured!
But finally thx god its over.

Firery afternoon,changed the template and also the slogan for my blog,
Hope it would be nice =]

Changed my mind about alot of things afterthe huricane that messed up my emotions,
after a deep breath,i believed everything will be ok,
and it does.

But some of the things can't be changed,
What i've ever said before,
Yet,i'm still.. .... ...

Haha,i think i expressed too much, :/
Well,good luck for those who havent present yet k,

i'll stop my typing here,
All the best to you guys.

等待和努力.

等待，真的會夢想成真嗎？
我已經錯過了一次，也明白了..
這一次我不會再錯過你了..
不可以只靠等待而已，要表達我覺.對你的感觉。
奇跡是人創造的，創造呢是需要努力的..
我會很用心很努力，達到那個奇跡..希望你能看到，我對你的認真..=]
等等我，好嗎？
你要開心的過日子哦^^


我遇見你，是最美麗的意外..

那我呢？

我不想改變你，我也沒有強逼你..
但你有想過我嗎？
你也替你自己想，你也忽略了我..

你站在你的立场想

不是我的

你說的，我也同樣的想說

可能我真的沒想過你，
但你呢？

你也站在你的立场想

不是我的

一樣的你想过我的感受吗？

我最在乎的是你的快樂，
但我還是一樣，就算是当朋友
我也不能夠一心一意的跟你当‘真真’的朋友，
對我來說，真的很難很難，
因爲那種感覺本來就不對..

我沒有要改變你，
我只是不能接受，
感覺慢慢的變淡..

我一直都在忍着，
儅你的朋友，
因爲我尊重你的選擇


有好多話想對你說，
但畢竟是朋友，
該怎麽說？


一切一切，全都把它當作是我的錯
如果這樣繼續下去，
我怕緣分也不會讓我們在一起..


只要你明白，我對你的感覺就夠了..
你知不知道我好喜歡好喜歡你？

如果你知道，我為你所做的一切
是因爲，我喜歡你，
那就夠了..
知道嗎？

舍不得..不舍得..

退一步陌生人，
进一步到不了。。

我该如何，才能让你相信。。


如果彼此喜欢对方，为什么你却要这样做？
当朋友，难免会有一些空间不能发挥。。
当朋友久了，难免。。感觉会慢慢的消失。

今天早上的天气，好冷。。
就像我。。
在班上一直在强忍着在眼眶中滚动着冷冷泪水的我，
你不能看见。。

今天你一如往常，还是挂着那美丽动人的笑容。。
看起来毫无烦恼。。
是真的开心吧？还是你也带着一幅骗得了所有人的面具？

我真的真的不明白，你真的那么的强吗。。
就算是，你说的“只有一点点喜欢”。。
也未免太绝了吧，

不想再受到伤害，
试问谁会想受到伤害。。？
我们都不知道未来会是什么，我也不能够答应你，
不会伤害你，应为你说过不可轻易对别人许下承诺。。
没有人是完美无缺的，
我只能答应，我会做到最好，保护你。。
如果你愿意。



我该怎么做，
谁可以来告诉我？

我真的不想当是你生命中的路人。。

舍不得你傻傻的对我笑，
舍不得你叫我蛋。。
舍不得你对我的好，
最舍不得的是你。。
就算是假的，或者你忘记了。。
我都好舍不得。。

我不想说再见。。
但我该怎么做。。？

我真的，好喜欢你啊。。

Why she thinks like that?

She thought i would
meet a
better girl if i'm already fall for her?


She thinks that..
i'm that kind of guy
perhaps..

What's going wrong in me?..

I felt so..complicated,
Even myself don't know what i'm doing..
negative thinkings and despression poped out just like that out of nowhere..

Angels and Demons in my thoughts,perhaps..
But usually,demons won by their mystical words,
pulled me into curiosity,and the curiosity of mine turned into something scary,
Its beyond imaginations..

I'm Not the Origin.."Myself"?
Who i am now?
Please someone tell me,where to find the original "Me"..

What am i thinking,
Why do i think this way..
And why..
Why can i make A person felt bad..

What is the cure?Where to find it?
I just can't control my emotions,
The gateway of miserable thoughts..
Do i lived in it?

Help me please,anyone..
i..seriously..
Dont wana treat The person i care so Bad..

A story about,the fake Romeo and Juliet.

Of course i dont know the actual story so clear,-.-
But let me try to write a whole new one,by not changing its meaning.

Once upon a time,there was Romeo..1st day in college,
reported himself to the department and went off to find his neighbour,
cause that neighbour was his only fren in the same class for the 1st day.

Well,skip skip skip,he found his neighbour,and theres one more girl beside her,
Juliet was her name.
3 of them walked their way to the theatre for the Orientation.

What a coincedence,Romeo seated beside the Blushing Juliet,
For the day..Romeo Intended to be friends with Juliet,
But he was to shy that time,More or less,Its the 1st day..
So he din't talked to Juliet.
2nd day was also the boring Orientation,
Nothing happened and it goes just as usual.

The day after 2nd,They attended their 1st class,
and that day,Romeo Just gave it a try,and get Juliet's number..
He did it,and that night out of nowhere,He just keep thinking of her,don't even know the reason why.

Skip skip skip skip,
second week arrived,one of that night,
Romeo can't control himself so that he took out his cellphone,sent a message to Juliet,
he was scared,afraid that Juliet's would just ignored him..

"Bling"
suddenly the cellphone rang with the message tone,
Romeo was excited,Glamourous..yet scared if its the msg is from Juliet or some stupid maxis center or whatever related to that,

He slowly took his phone,with Gambling mood when viewed the msg..
"BINGO" its from juliet =]
Infinity excitement and happiness rush towards him,
omg high blood pressure =_=

Romeo asked her to guess whether who he is,
But Juliet just cant get it right,until the 3rd week..
They were happy all the way,Till the 4th week..

An invinsible and consumable force distracted them,
For some Reasons,Juliet is afraid..

Romeo is sad and dont even get it why at the first time,
But the time is the elixir,
Finally Romeo understand,Time is everything he need to proof his love towards Juliet.

So whenever,whatever..
He will be always here =]

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control.

I'll be right here anytime to cheer u up,Juliet..
[Even during midnite._.]

GoodLuck in the MidTerm exam,
and stay happy everyday^^.



The END.

To be continue?

Yes i care,i cant just act like nothing happened before..
Even time is short,but it does'nt mean that the past few weeks we spent are fake illusions..
I knew it,i can sure u felt the same as i felt that time.
Were you happy?
Well,i am!!

You dont want any boyfriends or fall in love with somebody u said,
But if its just because of 2 of that previous idiots,izit worthed you to do such action and decison?
Since u've decided,i wont force you to open your heart or whatever,
I just seriously wana share my opinion with you..

I'm sorry upon my harsh words that i used in the msgs,i just cant control my emotions,
Sry for hurting you..
Hate me if you want,even ignore me..
it this can make u happy,please do so..

I'll be right here,
if whenever u need to talk..


Its just a matter of time,i'll proof that i'm different from those lunatic freaks,

Because of you,i corrected my bad habbit,
Because of you,the world turns into a better place to live in,
And Because of you,i've became a better man.

KY,i'm in love with you.

Night in Starbucks..

It's me again,=]
wah juz noticed that my blog was no longer death compared to the past few months,haha..
i'm writing this post in penang new world city's starbucks,enjoying the coffee moment.
But i dint order coffee la,my stomach not feeling well so i order "ais kosong" as they called the sky juice in bahasa melayu,only used in Mamak's stalls field..

Yea my course is getting more fun this few days except for maths._.
2 more weeks before mid term arrive,i think i'm ready la coz its the 1st test and its must be easy,except for maths.Again.

Sigh..

Hey,the weather now is crisis,just like the economy..steam!
So,take care la =]..

And for the flu and sick ones,
Hope [YOU] guys'll get well soon, :D

I'll stop here,Hope my life wont be so boring from now onwards,
bye.

My Spider =3

Lollipops are like Magic?o_O!

23/4/09.

Well,its kinda gloomy blue day for me,cause i woke up at 8 for class,which i dint even slpt yesterday night,thx for the White coffee i had..and i reached school early,find a seat for myself,briefed myself for the starting of the day.
Unexpectedly,miss izma came in our class and said "sry ar guys,ur teacher took mc today,so theres no class for this morning."
Omg,dont even know i should cry or laugh..
To laugh was,I'm free for the morning,can go where i want and have my breakfast since its 5 hours yet to the next class,
But to cry was..Walao!i woke up so early and the class canceled??!
Frustated,plus for some reasons,got abit emo..
Sry i dint smile during this morning,Cause i really tired..LoL..
Erm...and yeah!
u cant read the mms right,i'll post it here =]





Remember this?everytime i looked into it,i can saw someone thru it,
and it feels good,i wont eat it coz its my most precious tresure that i ever had,and most important its from someone special =]

Thx,and lets fight for the future,RAWR!!!!

Update!!

First of all..the internet line starting to rot,and its sucks.
i hate it =[

...

To "someone"

Even u dint get matrix..But i'm always here for you..No mather where/how/when. =]
+ U!! !!
+U ARHHHHH !! !! !! !!

Since its been so long..

3 years,its been so long that i've suffering alone without ur shadow around..
it faded away juz like that,and i wont puzzle it back for my own desire..
Coz i finally found out the answer of true relationships,
Its not in the oxford dictionary or national geographic encyclopedia,its found nowhere..
Just the right time,right moment,i get the answer just like that,
even if we cant be couples or watever,if u're happy with ur life,i'm glad too..


As in for "you",the one that i wrote this post for you,
i'm serious when i said that i wana understand u more,
and spend more time with you..

I could search my whole life through and through and never find another you,
and yes,When I first saw you I was afraid to talk to you,
When I first talked to you I was afraid to like you,
But its beyond my control,i've been pulled in to the black hole..
and the black hole was you.

ps : I TARAK PAKAT WITH ORANG TO PLAY U LA T_T

New enviroment,College's Life.

Some says,its boring.
And some says,its interesting.Well i agree with the interesting side,at least for the first week.
College's started for the march intake students in KDU penang Campus,first of all i thought that penang was just amazing place with all those shoppings malls,Mega cinema,and Majestic buildings on the island and light blue ocean surrounding it,peacefull,etc etc.Facinating right?

But sinced i moved in to the new place "we" rent,me and some of my frens,my dream scene just vanished into thin air.WTF the Traffics,Walao unbeliefable -_-.Nowonder a game named Risk your life, the game scene is just like a scene in the game,no doubt the publisher of the game loves penang so much.Really risking my life on the Roads and streets.

Okay my favourite part,The college,/gg.Not the subject that i choose made the college my favourite part of my new lifestyle la,it's.....
THE GIRLS,LOL! <<<[i'm honest]

Mehh,tml have to go penang again,got class on monday.
i'll be writing next time when i get my desktop to pg,farewell for now,ADIOS AMIGO!

Wahhhh,my dream keyboard + mouse.

14 march 2009.
A day to remember,liverpool vs man united.
and surprisingly,liverpool won by scoring 3 and man.u scored 1.shame.

early in the morning,me and my father went to penang,for colleges seeking,
wen went disted and kdu's open day,i think i've decided where i'm goin to study for my collz.
then after that,went to prangin mall,cause one of my fren told me that razer mouses are rarely seen in pg,and i think that's the only place to find.

And yes,we found it,the legendary Razer Deathadder,my desire.
Despite all the problems that i've very less money in my pocket,i just bought it.
Before i pulled out my wallet,my father rushed to me,Took out his wallet,and pulled out some cash.
WAHLAO>>History in the making.
Fuh damn excited,finally,DA IS MINE,ALL MINE,ALONE,NYAHAHA!!!
Then all in a sudden,something caught my sight,with the majestic big black box,
I went to have a look..OMG,its Razer lycosa and Razer Tarantula!
I went insane mode that time,omg its awesome by only seeing its cover.
then my father asked,"You want it?"
I stoned on the spot for few seconds."Am i dreaming?" i asked myself full of curiosity.
After that,skip skip skip.I choosed lycosa cause its more sexy.LoL.He bought it for me too.i'm so lucky to have such kinda father,he's the man =D.

Well,will be uploading Pics of my mouse and keyboard,stay tune!