Wonder and Realize the meaningful craps in my life..

Okay, i'm sitting here,
alone again, in the late night scene..

These few weeks i really realized alot of stuffs,
well,despite the nonsense, but..yeah,
i found out there are some craps that is really meaningful in my life.
That's why i decided to write more in this post.

I realized..
Everyone have a corner in their life, and it that corner,
it keeps me wondering, emotionally.
There are really alot of things that keeps on confusing me,
But in the same time, i search for hope in every single mistakes and problems,
maybe these obstacles were meant to be,
but i'll keep trying to reach what i was going reach previously,
i'm determined.

I realized..
I'm wrong sometimes, i won't listen to anyone,
because no one truly understands me,
unless i notice it out myself that i'm wrong,
i'll definitely change.

I realized..
I love bearbricks, i think they're full of inspirations and wonderful ideas,
colorful,
and every design of each of them tells a story,
and it makes me happy.
I know some of you guys might tell me, not worth it,
wasting time collecting them,
wasting money..
But this is what i want, what i like,
at least i don't waste my money on hardcore ciggs.
So, shut up and get a life.

I realized..
I starting to like management class,
althou the class is boring, but i seriously learned alot,
thanks to the logically insane lecturer.
I'm starting to look into positive sides,
even if my house kena burn, i'll still smile and go to college.


I wonder..
will dreams come true?
(stupid random question)


I realized..
we don't know what is going to happen next second :)