Wonder and Realize the meaningful craps in my life..

Okay, i'm sitting here,
alone again, in the late night scene..

These few weeks i really realized alot of stuffs,
well,despite the nonsense, but..yeah,
i found out there are some craps that is really meaningful in my life.
That's why i decided to write more in this post.

I realized..
Everyone have a corner in their life, and it that corner,
it keeps me wondering, emotionally.
There are really alot of things that keeps on confusing me,
But in the same time, i search for hope in every single mistakes and problems,
maybe these obstacles were meant to be,
but i'll keep trying to reach what i was going reach previously,
i'm determined.

I realized..
I'm wrong sometimes, i won't listen to anyone,
because no one truly understands me,
unless i notice it out myself that i'm wrong,
i'll definitely change.

I realized..
I love bearbricks, i think they're full of inspirations and wonderful ideas,
colorful,
and every design of each of them tells a story,
and it makes me happy.
I know some of you guys might tell me, not worth it,
wasting time collecting them,
wasting money..
But this is what i want, what i like,
at least i don't waste my money on hardcore ciggs.
So, shut up and get a life.

I realized..
I starting to like management class,
althou the class is boring, but i seriously learned alot,
thanks to the logically insane lecturer.
I'm starting to look into positive sides,
even if my house kena burn, i'll still smile and go to college.


I wonder..
will dreams come true?
(stupid random question)


I realized..
we don't know what is going to happen next second :)

Belated CNY..

Happy CNY,although this year's really boring,
even the cicadas (http://ipohchai.com/upload/cicada.jpg)
are been hiding cause the weather is too hot..

Study liao?

Time is running out!
Goodluck to all my classmates *Exam*

Unspoken emotions..

i think,i'll just keep it to myself

Bye 2009,Hello 2010..

Some pics i manage to caught,Happy 2010 peoples!
Oh yeah almost forgot,resolutions?
I dont have any idea for the moment.
ps : " 2009 ended really fast-.- "

A little too late..

still,Merry Christmas! :)

Best blockbuster in years!

from the director of terminator

terminator 2

titanic

and many more epic films



James Cameron

will stun your nerves this december



with 15 years in the making

the anticipation for Avatar has long since reached fever pitch and beyond

you can't imagine how awesome it is,until you watch it with your own eyes

i watched the movie this afternoon

and it is insansely good

perfect

masterpiece!

the visuals are really excellent

and the background scenery are totally awesome!



Avatar has turned out to be the biggest and best event movie of the year

perhaps the decade

make no mistake,this will be the best blockbuster in years!

i seriously can't describe how nice and stunning is this film

so i would fully reccomend everyone of you to watch this

link for the trailer

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aVdO-cx-McA

D e c e m b e r

sorry for the ones who are anticipating my updates,
and sorry too my blog,
for neglecting you for such a long time.
you guys should noticed the change in my blog,
the template,the fonts,and everything that i haven't mention yet.

so fast,it's december again.
finals are over,holidays are here
everyone seems so happy,
issit about christmas?


there is a song that i would like to reccomend,
"two is better than one"
by boys like girls,featuring taylor swift.
its nice,definately worth to listen.


i bring good news,at least for myself
next year,i'm playing for a competive dota team
there's a reason why i'm thinking of intensive training.
wish me luck.


actually,i was also planning to change the blog link
but something really just can't change,
could'nt they?


hope who are reading this have a happy christmas.

淩晨三點五十一

現在，是淩晨三點五十一分鐘

四點，步步逼近

坐在小小熒幕前的我，在思考着
聼着一首首，剛下載的歌
看着歌詞，默默碎念
他們的歌，是如此感動
他們的情緒，起伏就如抓摸不定的海浪
他們所經過的一切，在歌詞裏
他們述説的故事，征服了我

作詞者，他們想着什麽
作曲者，怎樣鋪陳適合的曲子
演唱者，如何詮釋與描述
才能讓一個人，聼了
還覺得值得回味

他們一生的刻骨銘心
不是每個人都能了解
也不是每個人，會經過
能感受得到

站在属於我自己的角落
我有我個人的剧情
我不是他們
我不會寫歌，作曲
但我知道刻骨銘心的真正内涵
我的故事也許有一天
不必在幕後，隱藏着它的涵義
而我，不必在顧慮和僞裝
内心的感觸

如今，這世界很複雜
太複雜
一些複雜，讓我們學到得更多
一些複雜，藏有美麗玄機
只看我們如何欣賞
但畢竟是一些而已

可是如果一切從零開始
我寧願選擇簡簡單單
不會有遐想，不用想太多
不會有誤會
如果
如果真的能那麽的簡單
會有多美好

領悟的背後
總是傷和淚
然而領悟過後
懂得更珍惜

付出的代價
換來領悟，值得嗎
能不能兩全其美



五點三十分，我累了

4.10.09

Yesterday,i went gathering with a bunch of secondary friends at auto city,they said the gathering is 8pm straight,but then only 4 of us get there in time.I'm lazy to explain what the others are doing that time.

And the gathering was..Not my place at all.
Kinda hate it,and made me not in the mood of talking about anything.
But since they were my secondary friends also,for sure i accompany them and just,entertain them?

After the gathering,i gotta send 2 of my friends back to pg.
The rain was pouring like there's no tomorrow,but still..i gotta send them back.
Despite the rain,i drove very fast that time cause my dad keep calling me and made me pressured,what if i can't get back home in time?
Till i reached E-gate and my friend asked me about the tao cuisine there,i lost my focus on the wheel and thought bout something..something that affects me.
I din't noticed there was a car infront of me until my friend shouted.When i was back to the real world again,the car was just..INFRONT!
I hit the breaks as fast and hard as i could,i felt my car was drifting that time.

Luckily,we survived.
After i sent them back,my friend chris took over the wheel and said "take some rest."
Then we headed back home,slowly.


What a stupid mistake a made,but at least i learnt from that lesson.
And i noticed that my life,is full of mistakes.
But i'm still holding on,trying to change and realize.


Today i woke up,and i saw my baby tarantula molted,it means changing it's exoskeletons,and its growing.
http://www.eightlegs.org/general/molt.html


Heading to pg again later.
And if one of you reading this is one of the classmate of mine,please be notice that monday,means 5.10.09 marketing class canceled.But tuesday the timetable will still go on as usual.