我不想改變你，我也沒有強逼你..
但你有想過我嗎？
你也替你自己想，你也忽略了我..
你站在你的立场想
不是我的
你說的，我也同樣的想說
可能我真的沒想過你，
但你呢？
你也站在你的立场想
不是我的
一樣的你想过我的感受吗？
我最在乎的是你的快樂，
但我還是一樣，就算是当朋友
我也不能夠一心一意的跟你当‘真真’的朋友，
對我來說，真的很難很難，
因爲那種感覺本來就不對..
我沒有要改變你，
我只是不能接受，
感覺慢慢的變淡..
我一直都在忍着，
儅你的朋友，
因爲我尊重你的選擇
有好多話想對你說，
但畢竟是朋友，
該怎麽說？
一切一切，全都把它當作是我的錯
如果這樣繼續下去，
我怕緣分也不會讓我們在一起..
只要你明白，我對你的感覺就夠了..
你知不知道我好喜歡好喜歡你？
如果你知道，我為你所做的一切
是因爲，我喜歡你，
那就夠了..
知道嗎？
退一步陌生人，
进一步到不了。。
我该如何，才能让你相信。。
如果彼此喜欢对方，为什么你却要这样做？
当朋友，难免会有一些空间不能发挥。。
当朋友久了，难免。。感觉会慢慢的消失。
今天早上的天气，好冷。。
就像我。。
在班上一直在强忍着在眼眶中滚动着冷冷泪水的我，
你不能看见。。
今天你一如往常，还是挂着那美丽动人的笑容。。
看起来毫无烦恼。。
是真的开心吧？还是你也带着一幅骗得了所有人的面具？
我真的真的不明白，你真的那么的强吗。。
就算是，你说的“只有一点点喜欢”。。
也未免太绝了吧，
不想再受到伤害，
试问谁会想受到伤害。。？
我们都不知道未来会是什么，我也不能够答应你，
不会伤害你，应为你说过不可轻易对别人许下承诺。。
没有人是完美无缺的，
我只能答应，我会做到最好，保护你。。
如果你愿意。
我该怎么做，
谁可以来告诉我？
我真的不想当是你生命中的路人。。
舍不得你傻傻的对我笑，
舍不得你叫我蛋。。
舍不得你对我的好，
最舍不得的是你。。
就算是假的，或者你忘记了。。
我都好舍不得。。
我不想说再见。。
但我该怎么做。。？
我真的，好喜欢你啊。。
She thought i would
meet a
better girl if i'm already fall for her?
She thinks that..
i'm that kind of guy
perhaps..
I felt so..complicated,
Even myself don't know what i'm doing..
negative thinkings and despression poped out just like that out of nowhere..
Angels and Demons in my thoughts,perhaps..
But usually,demons won by their mystical words,
pulled me into curiosity,and the curiosity of mine turned into something scary,
Its beyond imaginations..
I'm Not the Origin.."Myself"?
Who i am now?
Please someone tell me,where to find the original "Me"..
What am i thinking,
Why do i think this way..
And why..
Why can i make A person felt bad..
What is the cure?Where to find it?
I just can't control my emotions,
The gateway of miserable thoughts..
Do i lived in it?
Help me please,anyone..
i..seriously..
Dont wana treat The person i care so Bad..
Of course i dont know the actual story so clear,-.-
But let me try to write a whole new one,by not changing its meaning.
Once upon a time,there was Romeo..1st day in college,
reported himself to the department and went off to find his neighbour,
cause that neighbour was his only fren in the same class for the 1st day.
Well,skip skip skip,he found his neighbour,and theres one more girl beside her,
Juliet was her name.
3 of them walked their way to the theatre for the Orientation.
What a coincedence,Romeo seated beside the Blushing Juliet,
For the day..Romeo Intended to be friends with Juliet,
But he was to shy that time,More or less,Its the 1st day..
So he din't talked to Juliet.
2nd day was also the boring Orientation,
Nothing happened and it goes just as usual.
The day after 2nd,They attended their 1st class,
and that day,Romeo Just gave it a try,and get Juliet's number..
He did it,and that night out of nowhere,He just keep thinking of her,don't even know the reason why.
Skip skip skip skip,
second week arrived,one of that night,
Romeo can't control himself so that he took out his cellphone,sent a message to Juliet,
he was scared,afraid that Juliet's would just ignored him..
"Bling"
suddenly the cellphone rang with the message tone,
Romeo was excited,Glamourous..yet scared if its the msg is from Juliet or some stupid maxis center or whatever related to that,
He slowly took his phone,with Gambling mood when viewed the msg..
"BINGO" its from juliet =]
Infinity excitement and happiness rush towards him,
omg high blood pressure =_=
Romeo asked her to guess whether who he is,
But Juliet just cant get it right,until the 3rd week..
They were happy all the way,Till the 4th week..
An invinsible and consumable force distracted them,
For some Reasons,Juliet is afraid..
Romeo is sad and dont even get it why at the first time,
But the time is the elixir,
Finally Romeo understand,Time is everything he need to proof his love towards Juliet.
So whenever,whatever..
He will be always here =]
Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control.
I'll be right here anytime to cheer u up,Juliet..
[Even during midnite._.]
GoodLuck in the MidTerm exam,
and stay happy everyday^^.
The END.
Yes i care,i cant just act like nothing happened before..
Even time is short,but it does'nt mean that the past few weeks we spent are fake illusions..
I knew it,i can sure u felt the same as i felt that time.
Were you happy?
Well,i am!!
You dont want any boyfriends or fall in love with somebody u said,
But if its just because of 2 of that previous idiots,izit worthed you to do such action and decison?
Since u've decided,i wont force you to open your heart or whatever,
I just seriously wana share my opinion with you..
I'm sorry upon my harsh words that i used in the msgs,i just cant control my emotions,
Sry for hurting you..
Hate me if you want,even ignore me..
it this can make u happy,please do so..
I'll be right here,
if whenever u need to talk..
Its just a matter of time,i'll proof that i'm different from those lunatic freaks,
Because of you,i corrected my bad habbit,
Because of you,the world turns into a better place to live in,
And Because of you,i've became a better man.
KY,i'm in love with you.
