淩晨三點五十一

現在，是淩晨三點五十一分鐘

四點，步步逼近

坐在小小熒幕前的我，在思考着
聼着一首首，剛下載的歌
看着歌詞，默默碎念
他們的歌，是如此感動
他們的情緒，起伏就如抓摸不定的海浪
他們所經過的一切，在歌詞裏
他們述説的故事，征服了我

作詞者，他們想着什麽
作曲者，怎樣鋪陳適合的曲子
演唱者，如何詮釋與描述
才能讓一個人，聼了
還覺得值得回味

他們一生的刻骨銘心
不是每個人都能了解
也不是每個人，會經過
能感受得到

站在属於我自己的角落
我有我個人的剧情
我不是他們
我不會寫歌，作曲
但我知道刻骨銘心的真正内涵
我的故事也許有一天
不必在幕後，隱藏着它的涵義
而我，不必在顧慮和僞裝
内心的感觸

如今，這世界很複雜
太複雜
一些複雜，讓我們學到得更多
一些複雜，藏有美麗玄機
只看我們如何欣賞
但畢竟是一些而已

可是如果一切從零開始
我寧願選擇簡簡單單
不會有遐想，不用想太多
不會有誤會
如果
如果真的能那麽的簡單
會有多美好

領悟的背後
總是傷和淚
然而領悟過後
懂得更珍惜

付出的代價
換來領悟，值得嗎
能不能兩全其美



五點三十分，我累了

4.10.09

Yesterday,i went gathering with a bunch of secondary friends at auto city,they said the gathering is 8pm straight,but then only 4 of us get there in time.I'm lazy to explain what the others are doing that time.

And the gathering was..Not my place at all.
Kinda hate it,and made me not in the mood of talking about anything.
But since they were my secondary friends also,for sure i accompany them and just,entertain them?

After the gathering,i gotta send 2 of my friends back to pg.
The rain was pouring like there's no tomorrow,but still..i gotta send them back.
Despite the rain,i drove very fast that time cause my dad keep calling me and made me pressured,what if i can't get back home in time?
Till i reached E-gate and my friend asked me about the tao cuisine there,i lost my focus on the wheel and thought bout something..something that affects me.
I din't noticed there was a car infront of me until my friend shouted.When i was back to the real world again,the car was just..INFRONT!
I hit the breaks as fast and hard as i could,i felt my car was drifting that time.

Luckily,we survived.
After i sent them back,my friend chris took over the wheel and said "take some rest."
Then we headed back home,slowly.


What a stupid mistake a made,but at least i learnt from that lesson.
And i noticed that my life,is full of mistakes.
But i'm still holding on,trying to change and realize.


Today i woke up,and i saw my baby tarantula molted,it means changing it's exoskeletons,and its growing.
http://www.eightlegs.org/general/molt.html


Heading to pg again later.
And if one of you reading this is one of the classmate of mine,please be notice that monday,means 5.10.09 marketing class canceled.But tuesday the timetable will still go on as usual.