is unfair. Even if it's, this is life and we should adapt ourself and survive through it. People
change, in many ways, so that we can learn to let go.
Cut all the craps, i don't need lies to cover up my life. Even tho this world is full of disguise, i
rather to be different from what they are. Trust nobody, because it's never worth the risk.
I'm moving on, quietly but surely. Leaving all the shits behind, and taking away all the sorries
for someone who really appreciate it.
Someone once told me, "it's not a bad thing when things fall apart sometimes,
this is the only way to let the good things take over your life. When you put all your efforts on something
that really mean alot to you, you'll do whatever it takes to change yourself. And if obstacles break your
effort, and what you've done doesn't even really matter anymore, all you can do is just, keep changing for a
better good, for your own sake. The process of changing will be hard, very hard, i've been through that too.
You'll get mad and screw up peoples around you, seems like everyone don't understand you anymore.
But bear in mind, you don't live for them, they're not worth it."
Thanks for everything that she taught me, it's been a great talk.
Let time do the job and mend everything that is meant to be broken.
In the end of the chapter, i won't hope someone to understand me anymore, i lost all my hopes.
