Summer's footsteps are approaching and the mist of late winter has fade away.
Hello, i'm back once again from the realistic world, facing my studies and other stuffs(poker & everything in between), doing good apparently. 1 more week or so i will be departing the land of kangaroos and be going back to homeland! All i need to do now is to focus on upcoming papers and one poker tournament that i will be joining on 26th of Nov which is next monday, which i waited for so long.

As usual being a little skeptical about the shape of my future, and the big question "WHAT IF.."
Future? Mayan's predicted 21st of Dec 2012 the world will come to an end or something like that. Scientific sources believes various kinds of disaster/unknown impact might strike the earth the day before my 21st birthday. Seriously? To be honest i don't give a damn about all this. One day at a time that's all i asked for.
 
I've always planned on putting the "what if" thing into words but it seems to me that i do not have enough life experiences to puzzle it up. I went on Facebook just now and i saw a short clip posted by one of my friend, titled "What if money was no object" by Alan Watts.
(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2L_cGjQSR80)Yes, these are the words and ideas that i always wanted to communicate to people, to individuals.

We are already billionaires, zillionaires within ourself. Why follow the track of plain when you have a choice of live life according your way? 

what i need, what i dont,
what are the necessities when i were a kid back home,
it's like all these while i had been blindfolded,
by all these luxuries that are stacking up my closet,
i realized and i wanna apologize,
but i took the bullet, too late to cry.


there was this thing running thru my head the other day, nothing much just the usual, life.
looked at what i had in life, are all those really needed or is it just to satisfy my ego?
well, i think at least now there's some topic in my head that will keep me thinking thou.


(that was not a rap or some lyric's shit, just something i made up with my words and rhythm)

不同的城市，时间的差距，
慢慢的把我们吞没。
你说你累了，负担变重了，
距离把我推得好远，不能陪你了。


这些日子来，对不起让你受苦了，
是我做不到，过去那样的好。
是不是一种考验，答案不是很明显，
要让你过得好，这才重要。


此刻感觉好空虚，证明我还需要你，
还是会很想你，知不知道。

The days in sydney, 1 month and still counting

days of plain and uninteresting.

It's kinda hard for me as a stranger to start all over again in this new place,

by myself.

well maybe this is life, ups and downs and now i'm sinking wayyyy down.

i'll still continue my studies, no worries,

and take this as an opportunity to experience and learn.

but sometimes i just really miss everything / everyone back home.

外面的世界很精彩，外面的世界很无奈，

当你觉得外面的世界很精彩，

我会在这里深深的祝福你。

窗外的蓝天很宽阔，

蓝天下的我，学不会宽容。

而世界太大，烦恼太小，

小小烦恼的我，算得了什么？